Wednesday, August 20, 2008
She sold Sheesha on the seashore. (editted)
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Today we had Business Law i dont even want to talk about the paper. Serena and I went everywhere after that from sweelee's to bugis street to haji and arab and we visited Vannessa. And we went on to do sheesha.
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Rushed back home had to be home early cause of some custom. Have to stay locked up in my room from 8 to 11.30. I won't give details but im very hungry and i can't go out im still stuck here. I havent started studying... though tmr will be our last paper.. and possibly our last class tgt.
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Oh and i dont have a bed tonight...
I am tired both physically and emotionally.
2 hours of sleep last night my body feel aches in some parts of my ribcage and im having shortness of breath. Even walking around my eyes start to close.
Emotionally because i've still not gotten over my granddad. Its really not that easy to forget. Infact i dont think i want to, thus to prolong his memory with a tattoo.
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I actually think everything is due to my jealousy and pettiness.
i hate myself at times.
ALAMAK MORE STRESS but Happy Anniversary
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Today more stress because i planned to study but in the end i went out to westcoast with love and she wanted to make me study but i couldn't concentrate because she was so attractive we shifted location we walked around we ended back at my place we watch tv we eat dinner and now im here writing this post and to tell you that it is 1.50am in the morning and i have yet to start studying for business law which is at 9am i know i just know that this time i'm really in deep shit partially because business law is a stupid subject that requires one to memorise everything down to the last detail and there is just so much to study the content is much much more vast compared to business management that one still can crap and talk cock this paper oh this paper is a uncrappable paper there are no loopholes or sidewalks it is one straight path that one has to follow i know i'm in a fucking deep amount of shit...
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Anyway Happy Anniversary.
We all forget now and then
Doesn't really matter
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Monday, August 18, 2008
This week has not been good and its not going to change.
Forget it... just forget it...
BEYOND STRESS
I DONT KNOW WTF IM DOING ITS 2.20AM IN THE MORNING AND I'M STILL MUGGING FOR BUSINESS MANAGEMENT IT IS SO FUCKING FULL OF CRAP THEY JUST PUT COMMON SENSE STUFF INTO DEFINITIONS AND I DONT SEE THE POINT OF STUDYING THAT ITS JUST HOW YOU HANDLE BUSINESS RIGHT WHO CARES ABOUT WHAT IT IS FREAKING CALLED TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY I ACTUALLY PRINTED OUT NOTES I I THINK IM DOING QUITE OKAY I DONT SEE ALOT OF SPELLING ERRORS BECAUSE MY EYES ARE CLOSING AND I DONT THINK I CAN CARRY ON ANYMORE IM QUITE OKAY IF I CAN TYPE LIKE THIS I HATE THIS SUBJECT BUT IT'S ONLY GONNA GET WORST I SPENT 12.30 TO 1 WATCHING TATTOO WARS VERY GOOD VERY NICE YOU SHOULD WATCH IT BUT I PERSONALLY THINK L.A INK IS BETTER THAT WAS AT 10 BUT I DIDNT WATCH WAS FREAKING BUSY MUGGING I CAN'T BELIEVE I MUGGING SERIOUSLY CAN YOU PICTURE IT IN YOUR MIND TO SEE MY SITTING DOWN AND LOOKING AT PAPER TOMORROW I'M GOING TO DIE I JUST KNOW IT THE WORDS WONT GO INTO MY HEAD AND THE DEFINITIONS ARE STUPIDLY DIFFICULT TO MEMORISE BECAUSE THEY ARE SO BLOODY DETAILED I AM SIMPLY STUPEFIED BY THE INTENSITY OF THE SHEER AMOUNT OF CONTENT IN THIS SUBJECT AND I AM WASTING MY TIME HERE TYPING THIS NONSENSE I SHOULD GET BACK TO WORK BUT I CANNOT CONCENTRATE I'VE BEEN GOING IN AND OUT OF HOUSE FOR BREAKS AND VANNESSA NEVER REPLY ME THATS WORST I CANNOT CONCENTRATE TIMES TWO I WANT TO DIE I AM GOING TO COMMIT SUICIDE I AM GOING TO DRINK DETERGENT NOW.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
I'm moving site!
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Work yesterday was fun. Worked with Mohan Joseph Kumar. So at about 8 i went to the toilet, was working at heeren btw. Then i saw 2 ambassadors outside and i gave them a face.
"whats happening"
Whispers " Got some guy steal beatles, he's hiding in the toilet"
" HUH?! Then how now?"
"We wait for him lor."
" OKAY STEADY HE COME OUT WE SPEAR HIM! ... eh but i want to pee la..."
" GO LARH!"
"Orhhh...."
Before i pee-ed i bent over to see, i saw his feet.
After washing my hands i bent over with another ambassador and swee swee the fellow bend down to look out. Saw him. After that he started making calls. Jospeh came and the guy came out. The guards were alraedy there. More ambassadors came. Jospeh opened every cubicle and finally found the beatles stuck in the toilet bowl in the fellow's cubicle. He attempted to flush a size 10/11 slipper ... stupid right? Want run away also run down mah wahlao go run into toilet.
Jospeh and i couldn't help but laugh at him till closing. Stupid boy...
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Anyway i'm going to move site soon, probably to livejournal but it's freaking laggy so im still contemplating. Once i get the site ready i'll change straight away. Get ready to relink yo.
