Kit
I love pictures in black and white
it makes everything look less complicated than it is
it shadows all in explicit clarity
and erupts in absolute beauty
What made you think i would do so in the first place? Whether we're sitting down at the pier, on an open field, some corner in school. I'll never walk away no matter the verbal exchange. As long as i'm still willing to love you i'll sit there and listen it through. I'm not letting it go that easily after 9 years. Whatever was done i must honestly say made me feel all uneasy inside . It's the first time i got teary in school. There were doubts and i just had to know what went wrong in order to know whats right. We feel right. Being with you Feels very right. When i stayed up thinking about all the unanswered questions, i subconsciously made a list of questions to ask you the next day. But when i sat next to you, all the questions were lost. Lost so that it didnt matter anymore. Lost so that the surroundings turn to void. Lost so that its only you, me and the space between that matters.
If I am going to walk away Vannessa, then who would stay and love you as much as I do?
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P.S. Even i've got to lean back and whisper, "Well don't we look happy up there in that picture."
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Of NewUrbanMale.com's Anniversary party I'd be the first to say it was a blast. I got all access vip backstage pass and everything =) i was happy however i did miss the free flow of drinks. But Hermy and his group were being damn nice. They bought jugs which i ended up drinking most of. Matthew and i got rather high. I sat on the table and hugged 2 jugs, one was Hermy's friend's red bull vodka, another was some random person's drink i dunno what the hell it was. I went down and continued drinking and drinking i went to hug the random person's drink they didnt even know i was drinking from it and then i got caught. LOL. Yes they caught me and the 2 lesbians kept asking me to pay for another one. Shit man i felt so guilty. I shan't go into details la. But matthew and i protected each other by being each other's boyfriend for the night. Damn it la i was kissed by like 2 guys, touched by many, grinded by 1 =/ his name actually rhymes with many. We danced on tables, we danced alone on stage, we dance here, we dance there, we ran around like mad man, and all of the sudden when we were on our temporary high everything had to end. Cause we ran out to look for someone and Colin fired at us. He said there were a few police cases and he didnt let us go back in. So we were very pissed. And the make up artists from Toni and Guy whispered among each other asking which on of them did my hair cause it didnt look half bad. I over heard and said i did it myself =) and they were like "oh no wonder not nice" and we all started laughing. They thought i was one of the models. And when were packing up they drew lips on my neck and arm.
This is Havaianas boy and Rainbow Bear mascot (Marcus)
Hermy! I was sitting on the table when we took this.
3 of the 19 models.
Kit and Adam!
Matthew and Kit!
Okay I woke up at about 4 today? Went down to get Vannessa from school and we went back to our place for dvds =) We agreed to have dinner on thursday night. Ahaha i really wanna see what happens. I am very happy we are back together. Really i am. It just seems very.. right.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Happy 5th Year Anniversary NewUrbanMale.com
Tonight, We shall Party like theres no tomorrow.
So don your party tank. And i shall see you at St James. Party on =)
