Friday, June 08, 2007
Hello
I'm not feeling that up to it. People are very complicated creatures. I really don't understand. I love being around people. I tend to joke, play and create mischief. But i never intend to hurt people.
You said i self praise and what not. Right, now i'll talk about my faults. I've told all my closest friends anyway.
I have an extremely bad temper.
I label people sometimes.
I hate being commanded and listening to orders
I hate being ostracised
I get complacent very easily
I have the largest ego i know.
These are just a few. There are so much more. Now i have one thing to say. I Am Human. So are you, and you, and you. To err is human. To forget is bliss.
People always yearn for more. People go around with signboards, begging for world peace. Miss universe contestants too always ask for world peace. But, we all know that thats impossible. Yet we all still have hope in our hearts.
These hopes are crushed by the very people who yearn for this peace. They desecrate people, slander. It all ends up in a vicious cycle. Why can't people just accept one another for who they are? Classmates bullying classmates about size, style and everything. Everyone has faults. So?
You are perfect?
I admit again that during secondary 2 i was very immature. Always going against the teachers even though im in the wrong. Last year i made Miss vani really upset and im sorry for that incident. I wasn't a very rational thinker back then. I couldn't think properly. Thats what we call growing up.
I'm going out now. I still believe in myself. And to tell you the truth. I don't know what i did. So thats thats. If you won't say i won't know. I'll admit my mistake if i still remembered. Why not? I'll only learn.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Hello =)This week was fun.I've not slept during the nights. Ima like a vampireBehold ! The fearsome nightstalker! Balanar!LOLMonday
Erm, i forgot... OH YAH. I spent the whole day with my family. =)
Went Enaq with Shianshun, Huixian and Leeling.
Tuesday
Went vivo with Fian, Kai and Chuiling. Had very yummy, not warm doughnuts. Then we went to watch Shrek 3. Hilarious, i love snow white's singing.
Supposed to go out with Shianshun, Huixian and Leeling at night again. But Huixian didn't want to go at first. So Shianshun went to sleep. After that Huixian wanted to go, so it ended up as Huixian, Leeling and Me. Talk under Leeling's block for awhile and then went enaq. Fetched Leeling home after and i sent Huixian home. We talked and talked and talked. I cycled home afterwards, reaching at 5.10am? Sleeping at 5.30.
Wednesday
Had to bloody wake up at 8 to send my brother to his Mindchamps by 10am, taught him how to manoeuvre via mass rapid transport to Taopayoh. Had breakfast at burgerking there and he was off. I went back and was sleeping the whole way. Luckily i woke up at my stop. The door was opened for quite awhile before i woke and left. I'm sure i looked like and idiot. Went onto 334 and slept again. I was shagged man. I purposely wore a cap and grey shirt plus grey jeans. I bet people thought i was a bomber ready to explode the whole train and was feigning sleep. Haha. I pull the cap over my face before i slept.
Reached home and went to bed again.
Woke up at 5 only to realised that everyone has already gone out and everyone tried to call me. My hp had 32059234 missed calls and msges. I missed out on everything. But they came home to Dota so it was quite alright. Suzzie joins the fray. And i realised that people are actually afraid to vs us =) HUMMERSSSSS....
Technically Thursday
Went to cycle with Shianshun and went to Huixian's house to get her to Enaq with us. Ate, went to the canal to talk and sent her home. Shianshun and i went back to talk again and then we went home at 5.30am. Slept and woke up at 9.30 for tuition. Tired... And now blogging. Don't know what i'm going to do today...
Rants
My blog is screwed, everything looks wrong. Words are expanding, colours changed and everything. I want to make my own blog skin. For me only. With my pictures and everything. I need someone to teach me how though...
Other Rants
I went to look at Akio's blog and melody's. I feel sorry for her. Saw her tagboard. I just wanna say spammers are very interesting people. These are the people who insult you on your own tagboard anonymously. I've thought about it and i know what to do, say and think about this people. If by chance you got spammed and insulted. The only thing you can think off is to just scold back. Well, this thinking is irrational. The rational way is the ask the fellow for sex. Yes, imagine yourself spamming someone's blog, would you know how to react to that? The main idea is to remain nonchalent. They'll get pissed.
The reason their doing this is because/and shows. That they have a lot of time. They have no social skills. They are anti-social. They envy you. They may or may not be straight ( my assumption). They know they can't do better. They may not be fufiling their sexual needs( my assumption.. again). They may be having erectile dysfunction or cup A breast. Oh and they crave attention.
Yah, these might be some reasons. So i think that their actually very pitiful people. Can you imagine the pain of going through E.D and have cup As at the same time? Its really hard. So don't mind them. Let them spam. Now we all know what they are. Just let them be. Infact, you should agree to what spammers say. Just to make them feel sexually aroused =). It might help. And it doesn't matter anyway. Cause you know who you are and their insults are not true. So put a dick in it.
Other other rants...
I still feel and believe im the best prefect though i always get sacked. lol. Imagine if i were still there. Everyone would get screwed. Muahahaha. Come to think of it. It might still be fun.
Pictures
vivo
I'll be going here often soon =)
Zomg. Look at it man. Super camera to allow voyeurism.
The chocolate and royale sperm cheese were the best.
What does it look like??? Makes me wonder....
Cycling advanture nights
Mr. LokeShianShun
My bike is a lousy piece of crap.
The balless slope of death. My balls got knocked off here. Shianshun was already down when he ask me to use the break and come down. And if i fell he'd laugh his shit off. I went down not knowning which break is which. So i used the front break by accident and body went forward. Collision
Collide
(you know what im refering to)
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
I'm quiet you know
You make a frist impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
I think it's hilarious if refered to my balls.
This is proof that our busstops are washed while everyone's sleeping. I've always wonder how they do it. They spray high pressured water onto the glasses. The look like cute little men working their way at night.
Canal, our talking place.
Last night's emo Shianshun
Okay... i'm pretty much done. Thanks for reading =.)
My smiley has a mole
=,)
This mole has a strand of hair!
=*)
This one has many!
=8)
Big nostrils!
=~)
Voldemort!
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Yawn =)I just came back from cycling with Shianshun. We went to enaq with Huixian and Leeling. Both of them kept playing games. So boring. Okay i swear fcuk man. I went to Shianshun's lobby and after that we were supposed to cycle down to the canal. so there was this slope This godforsaken slope. Shianshun knew something was going to happen " i tell you ah, you fall down i will laugh until stomachach." So i thought nth sould happen la. I went down and held the bloody front brake. The bike completely stopped and due to the law of physics, i couldn't defy gravity and my balls crashed into the handles. I swear man, GOD. Shianshun ran up and laughed like shite, jumping around. OMG man. Until now it still hurts. I couldn't walk properly or cycle properly either. We met Huixian and Leeling at there and ate. Both of them only game. So we cycle/walk Leeling home first. After that Huixian la, I asked her to stop gaming and talk to us, so enjoyable =). Shes sucha nice person to talk to. Then we were so afraid to get caught by the police. 11 o'clock law. Shianshun " Eh... we see police zhao hor."I was thinking, then this poor huixian how, no bike. Nvm no police anyway.So she went home. Shianshun and i cycled down the main road and enjoyed the sights and smells of the grassy patches. Then went to the canal to talk. For very very long. Like everything under the sun. It was nice. I'm going to do this often. Night life is like my love. talk talk talk talk. With nice weather and little people. Really enjoyed it though im balless now.Oh oh, I've also learned that its geannie's birthday today. I don't really know how to spell your name but i hope it's correct.HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEANNIE!I know we've pretty much nv talked before but i guess its only polite to wish you since i know. So happy birthday yeah.
Monday, June 04, 2007
Hello =)Muahaha, back from 3 days camp. I found myself pretty useless there. It wasn't really much of a camp to me. Cause we just did nonsense. Im currently watching after hours. Okay i'll start blogging from friday morning camp. This is going to be long long long. SO DON"T READ ALL> EVEN I WOULD GET BORED. instead read it day by day or something . Day 1 (friday)
It was a rainy dayWoke up and started packing. haha didn't do it the night before . I agreed to have breakfast/lunch with Boonkeong, Shianshun, Weihao and ss's friend. My bag was enormous ! huge. Wearing uniform like that. If i was bald it would look as though i was going to army already. So we finish and went camp lor. Bk and i, rest went home. We walked in but like no one was there. We were a little early i guess. SO we sat around and listened to music... Started and nth much la. Just go bunks then drills after that. After drills we had these icebreaking games with the girl guides. It was pretty embarrassing. Luckily Chanyee was there to think about the games and everything. They just threw the respondsibility onto us man. We thought they had everything figured out. Stupid. Nvm. So we just brushed through it i guess. Erm i forgot what happened but i was shagged. Cause only Chanyee and i were doing everything. Its hard controlling 2 CCAa s okay. Oh ! i remembered. We had Flag lowering. Then we had dinner ah. Boonkeong, Chanyee and i had dinner, then went up to rest and waited for everyone to shower. I hate it when the toilet has other ppl other then my friends. I hate waiting for people to finishing showering. How the hell i know what they're doing inside. SO WE WENT AND SHOWERED IN THE STAFF TOILET. The normal boys toilet is so stinko. Felt fantastic man to shower in camp. Its always so awesome.
First night approaching.I called my brother later. He brought my lappy and my guitar =) happy happy. They had erm .. camp fire night preparations. 
PreparationsSo we were pretty much free the whole night. So we sat under the stars and moon at the parade ground with the guitarDay 2 (sat 12.00am)Erm then went to the bunk and watched naruto. Bk went to sleep i think. Then chanyee and i went to do erm i forgot. Yah under the stars with the guitar again. Oh i forgot. Cy and i stayed up till like 7 i think or 8. We slept for 30mins but it felt good. We had to go Orientering. I was cheat ppl. Muahaha. But we were too kind hearted la. ended up telling ppl where it was. okay bloody pissed when woken though. So we went la. BLOODY HELL. IT WAS SHITE. It was a damn long way to the half way checkpoint. Chanyee got the last checkpoint so he didn't bother going. We ended up at the netted pyramid thingy with dengfang. We drew a fake chackpoint to so after everyone went through. we walked back to the start . It was miles man. Then Cy and i decided to go back. Oh yah . Boonkeong went home to sleep. Lucky asshole. haha. Okay nvm, so cy and i were like so near scholl when Mr. Ngien called us back to gather all the checkpoints and push all the cadets back to the start. CY AND I WERE PISSED TO THE CORE. i was like dumbfounded when i recieved his call. Stupified. So we just walked back swearing. I didn't give a shit la. walked past Mr. Ngien without talking to him. DO YOU KNOW THAT THE LAST CHECKPOINT IS AT THE BLOODY END OF TAMAN JURONG. Nvm. i won't go into detail. but the last 2 checkpoints were shite la. Surely the cadets hid the boards somewhere else. I've never not not found a checkpoint before. Plus i had direct help from akmal and firdouse, the ppl who put the checkpoints. The were bugs everywhere along this one lane. You know the flying ones that go in a pack. Hordes of them. CY and i were so pissed we dicided to forget it and take 98 back to school. The aircon was heaven baby. Went back and immediately showered. Felt good. Then we went to play dota i think. play play play and sleep.... leaving my music on. Saravanan said he went into the room and we were dead. Like kena electric shock and couldn't wake up. Oh i took embarressing photos of thuya too. Muahaha. Then we woke up to dinner and dota. then campfire. I scolded the company for being ungentlemanly towards the girl guides. They were punished accordingly. WE then went for nighwalk where we scared the shite out of ppl. AHAHA. this was the bast in camp . I've longed for this part. Screams echoed continuously till one resident complained. This old lady shouted at the school from the neighbouring HDB flat. Stopped the fun. It was great man.Day 3 ( erm somewhere). DAY 4Woke up at 10am. Haha. !8 hours of sleep. Then i had abit of dota and was off stuffing myself with beef jerky and chocolate for breafast. Then i went to Imm and had japanese for lunch and Jurong country club to play pool with my brother and parents. Went home and went orchard. Mum went to do hair. I went shopping with brother. Dad was golfing. I had to bring my brother to this MindChamps thing at taopayoh hdb hub mall. So i did and went back to continue shopping. Went topman and wanted to get this top but didn't. SO went back to forum to look for mum. Went to have beef steak at this place in taopayoh. We wanted to fetch my brother so might as well. The place was a shabby stupid place la. Like look so low class. Normal hawker centre tables and everything. Eh Eh but the beef was awesome. Kicks jack's place arse anytime. But lousy atmosphere. Its like a value for money thing on straits. $10 tenderloin. $9 ribeye. god. I had one and went to get my brother. Then we went back for another with my brother. Then went home . Watch after hours and now here i am. I've been blogging since eleven. So So long. Shianshun is now asking me out to enaq. Im going. Adam asked me to go over to his place but i denied. SORRY !. Im going out with fian tmr afternoon. I promised him since like forever. Jerrold and the rest wanted to go out tmr but im booked. sry. I've got tuition tmr morning too. zHmm. Im going to be shagged.
Football on our first night.
DAY 2
Orienteering
Dengfang
I never seen idiots wear jeans at camp. I swear its dumb.campfire !
=)BTW BTW BTW BTW BTW BTW BTW BTW BTW BTW BTW BTWtechnically this post was written before twelve soooo....HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESLYN ! may all your wishes and dreams come true the following year...Though we seldom speak to each other i still find you a very very nice personAndHAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY! xiao mei, May all your wishes and dreams come true this year too ! <3 color="#990000" size="5">I know i haven't really been talking much to you but you know i mean well =) so happy birthday happy birthday !!!!
