Saturday, October 27, 2007

17 days encounting to the end of the O levels. Actually 10 days la. I dont really care about the last paper.

Went to play pool at beauty world. Okay la today's game. Still not much improvement. However i think im starting to understand certain concepts more clearly. Shian beat me 2 out of 3. Couldn't concentrate cause everyone kept playing against me =.=". Rest here and there.

Went home and Chengyong,Joel and Steven were alr in my room. We wanted to study ah. I wanted to play football. Only chengyong didn't want to. Jerrold came up a little later and we all ended up playing winning eleven.. so i didn't study today.

I deserve the rest la i think. Considering the amount of study i did the whole week and the amount of stress thats straining my nerves.

I love you guitar =)

and buddy my eyes are not long..... its unique =D

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Ah, 2.45am. 11hr45mins to my first paper. Chemistry, one of my weakest subjects.

Was hyperventilating from time to time during tuition. Like the gravity of the situation is slowly creeping up from behind and then it pounces. One little formula i didn't memorise or one question blank could mean losing a whole grade. Swearing and cursing doesn't help at all. So after tuition i went for a night run at about 1140pm. Came back quite quickly. I ran quite fast ah, didn't stop much. Was listening to music, so adrenaline was pumping. Cleared my mind. However i realised i have problems. I cannot breathe like i used to after my runs. Like last time, i had more stamina. Now its like ... deflated. Heart beats very strongly against my chest. To a point it hurts. I don't know why. Lack of exercise? Whatever, i'll get back into shape after Os. Like football everyday.

Showered after run and studied till now. Too tired and thus going to bed. Wish me luck for my paper ah.