Thursday, July 24, 2008
All in all
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We shouldn't pretend it doesn't exist. Because the fact of the matter is that it does. Should we leave it in a corner in the darkness, it will feed and grow and engulf everything we have.
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I actually dressed to school today. I looked ahtas and smart. I think presentation was okayy but then again i didnt do anything so i'm not the one to complain.
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I'm proud of myself i only did two today. But then again its only because i had two.
I just realised more and more gay men are coming back into the store to look for me. Like they come in and look at stuff and when i approach them and find them familiar they start smiling at me and start talking. "oh you rmb me ?" " oh hello i didn't see you there" " hey how are you doing? long time no see" " hey i rmb you". And they will ask the days i work, and only want to buy stuff when i'm around. It feels awkward but kinda cool at the same time.
Work and it's politics...
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I forgot to bring my phone to school/work today. I always forget to bring something, iPod, wallet, laptop, camera, textbook or something i always forget.
I wonder how people survive without a hp. I constantly wonder what msges i should be receiving and whether its anything important or whatever. You'll want to rush back to check on your phone. It just doesnt feel right without a phone, i couldnt tell the time the entire day. I felt lame.
Monday, July 21, 2008
Picnic in the night.
Sunday was our anniversary. We went to botak jones for dinner and then to west coast. Yay i surprised her with a picnic on an open field under the stars =) I took out mat, candles, wine glasses and wine i brought from a vineyard in australia specially for us and my iPod where i had a playlist just for us too.
I felt so happy just looking at her smile all the way
Really.
Happy Anniversary Love.
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To a friend:
These things happen once in lifetimes, we can't predict when or how or why it did. Like a told you before, sometimes we strongly believe in something so much that we're so clouded to see the truth. We hope that everything may actually turn out okay.
We hope,
We hope so fiercely
that when we don't get what we want or if everything doesnt turn out okay, we crash into simple oblivion.
But sometimes in all the darkness you might just find a little rose.
I can't say i understand how you feel right now but i know its so, so much to handle.
However,
Let me be the first to say i'll be there if you need me.
I'll be there if you need me.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Happy Anniversaries?
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I missed mum's birthday dinner today... I've never missed it before. Not once in my life. I still feel the sting. Not a nice feeling.
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I missed cousin's birthday celebration also. Sorry... but happy birthday!
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Today is our anniversary. Happy anniversary love =)
