Saturday, March 29, 2008

My legs... are.. killing .. me..

Oh and fuck i was late by 3 minutes =/ shit. As good as 2 hours late. sigh.

Full shift equals to a whole day of standing. I wore pink to work today, i think i can pull it off la. And omg la, okay, there was this super hot chick okay, i think she's probably 19 to 22 tops? Shes really good looking, whats more she was wearing a short, white, one piece dress. Thats not all, her dress was semi see through. Im still not done, her bra was really obvious, okay still not done, note this, she was wearing a G-string. Imagine the whole package pls. She walked in i stare, She walked around i stare, she walked towards me i pretend to fold shirt. Then she talked to me =D

She said"Hey you don't have Havaianas ?"
I said :" oh no its at the outlet next door"
She said: "okay thanks" and smile.
I fucking melted.

Another thing at work today. I saw Casuarine, she's a primary school friend of mine. She came to my outlet but didn't recognise me. I was nice enough to call out for her lor, we had a long conversation infront of her boyfriend. Sorry ah, steal for Gf for 5 mins. But really alot to catch up la. She was like " you look... (pauses) .. younger" Fuck la i knew you meant uglier. But she looks hot okay. I liked her once.

Okay so i have football tmr, and after that i have work. So thats about it. Next week champions league matches. =D

I wanna go have supper now. Super hungry.

Friday, March 28, 2008

Now, incredibly tired. Tmr full shift somemore. Die alr. No money somemore. I think im going to wear pink to work tmr. =)

Fuck la, all the NUMboys are going clubbing at Zouk next wednesday. but im 17. alamak man.

Fuck la seriously broke. I hate being broke.

I dont know what else to talk about. Oh yah! who wanna go back to school with me. lol

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Oh fuck, super tired. Okay, closing for Citylink is at 10pm okay. I left at fucking 11.38pm. This was because we didn't have the key to lock the door. There was a flaw in the system and the key ended up with someone else. So that someone had to come back down all the way from Yishun just to give me the keys to lock up. Chunming and i sat there like idiots. Talking and talking.

Jerrold was actually waiting for me at the cityhall station but i asked him to leave first. He waited for so long, sorry man.

Last train home was actually freaking fast. Its like they increased speed on purpose. It took approx 17 minutes to get back to Jurong east. And 334 was speeding like a motherfucker also. Break only everybody fall. Serious. So all in all i reached home earlier than i expected. Alot earlier. So im happy.
But now i terribly hungry.
Gotta go wip up supper
And go to sleep. I got work again tmr.
And my pay is going to be incredibly little. Not because i work little. I work too much actually. Theres another reason i can't disclose.
Oh yah. Who wanna go back to school with me to get the Olevel stuff and the testimonials. Pls tell me.
what else what else. Oh yah Jerrold and I popped by NgeeAnn Poly again today. They are having Freshman Orientation Camp but my clique can't be bothered.
So i think thats about it.
Bye!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

NgeeAnn's reply " Your appeal to NgeeAnn Poly's Business Studies course has failed. Please call __ or approach our Admissions desk for help"

No la, they replied and said that i have to make payment by today. But i did so yesterday. So its okay.

Now i can really smile while working. Don't have to give fake smiles. =)

Hi Brenda! Missed you.

Going down to NgeeAnn with Jerrold later so that he can hand up some forms, he's late also. I can check whether they received payment also. After that, we're going to work. He's going isetan, I'm going citylink.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Today is officially one of the worst/unluckiest days of my life.
Seriously, so drama.

I woke up at 2 plus today only to find out i have 2 smses from NgeeAnn Poly saying that my Acceptance Offer to my course has lapsed. Incase you didnt know, it means that they cancelled their offer to let me into their school. This was because i have not paid the school fees. They also said that any payment made after 24th march would not be taking into consideration. Today is the 25th. I had a nervous break down. I really didn't know i had to pay yesterday. So i rushed down to NgeeAnn and talked to the Admissions office. They asked me to deposit the cheque, write in an email and everything should be fine. But still cant confirm whether i can go in. After i deposited the cheque, the computer printed on my payment slip "Too late for clearance". I hope the lady at NgeeAnn was right. I've been worrying the whole day. Its like having an autopsy while im still alive. I'm so deeply covered in shit i can't breathe. My parents are so pissed at me. If I can't go in i'll be wasting a year. The situation is extremely grave. Im currently suffering from interminable depression. I can't imagine not getting in. Its very worrying. I can't use words to describe how i feel. The thing is i can't do anything about it. I feel so stupid. How can i not know to pay by yesterday. I do hope they give me a chance. Dad was there too, he was supposed to be home packing for his trip to Thailand with mum

I can imagine a few outcomes from this scenario. I could be laughing at this day, or crying in a few days time. I wish for all these dramas to end. I really do, my whole life has been a picture story.

Anyway went to watch a movie after with Acy and jerrold. I took it as a chance to channel my thoughts somewhere else but to no avail. I only laughed once during the movie. We watched Be Kind Rewind. I also went down to NUM HQ to hand up something i owed.

After that another unlucky thing happened in the MRT on the way back. We looked down and saw a stream of water leading to my shoe. It trailed to this man's feet. Initially i thought it was the air con leaking. A few seconds later after the man repositioned his foot, i realised the puddle starting inbetween his feet. I then noticed his pants were wet. Can you imagine the look on our faces. I immediately moved and we tried to hold our laughter, Jerrold and Acy moved futher away while i stood around there and even took a photo. I hate myself, i later felt guilty as hell. So did the rest. I decided not to post the picture and deleted it. He tried to spread the liquid around with his feet. He must be feeling so embarressed. He looks like he's 60 plus? thats why i feel like crap. Maybe he can't control, maybe he's drunk/depressed like me. I feel sad for him.

Thats my day.

I feel super sad. I dont know if i can sleep. I got work tmr.
Oh yah ppl, if you wanna look for me during work sms first alright. To make sure im around. And if you wanna buy anything from NUM come to my outlet pls. Im going to refrain from putting a smiley face because im really not in a good mood. Even sex won't cheer me up. Wait, hold that thought.

Goodbye and thanks for reading.

Monday, March 24, 2008

Football today was excellent. Coach taught me lots. but its at simei la. Damn far

And the Final Score is Manchester United 3-0 Liverpool
=D
I knew ManU would win. And Arsenal lost 2-1 to Chelsea. This means ManU will win the title for sure. =)

Anyway i have work tmr, late shift 5-10, im off on tuesday, then its late shift everyday till Sat except on friday, working full, omg 11-10. Sunday off =) means field football again woot. And the week after next will have another friendly at home ground.

Eh i miss alot of ppl.