Friday, July 13, 2007
Hello
I haven't been posting lately
This is because i don't have my lappy as much as i used to.
And, i afraid of what people would think about what i write.
It appears that many people read my blog. Which is a kindofa good thing but it limits what i can say right. Cause i don't really know who is reading. But i've decided not to give a hoot anymore. I'm going to swear and curse all i like. Its my blog what =)
First things first. CHUA CHEE HOW. Erhem.. wake up?
Cannot a little bit little bit want to die or what not. See ah, i explain like a professional for you.
Erhem Erhem... Mr. Chua, If you don't love yourself, who will love you? Simple to understand right. Surely you understand, cause you love people too. Erhem... now, imagine your very very very good friend shuts his stupid self from the world and forms a barrier inbetween. How would you feel then? Not so good right?
And, no one else solves your problems for you except yourself. Be it counselling or anything. Nan ren yao ownself take the hit you get me? Nan ren must presevere and kick ass, not get ass kicked.
You watch Bleach and Naruto, both main characters fight for their own beliefs and by themselves what. They push through every obstacle with their own strengths.
You? Like that only end of the world liao? Cheehow, remember that me and shianshun currently also going through a lot. You think you have problems? Haha, us leh. We just keep it to ourselves only. If not,
You asked if you're a nuisance to the class.
The thing is.. asking whether you're a nuisance is being a nuisnace. You know we all like you what. Tmd still go like that for what. Mother mother, you hurting us instead right. If you take care of yourself, we look out for each other, then can liao what.
Plus, all brother, you still take matters to heart.
I think suicidal thoughts are disgusting. Self degrading and atrocious. People live for a reason. I think being alive is awesome. I can't possibly think why people even consider suicide. People around the world have no food or water, loved ones dead due to the war, but still they can tahan. NB we little bit like exam liao then wanna commit suicide. STUPID RIGHT? HUH. really god damn stupid. Even smoking is a lot better compared to suicide.
CCH, if like that you want to keep yourself away. I would've died ages ago =)
So please la, i really want to help. But thats only after you bloody damn well wake up. Skipping school and having ITE as your target isn't going to work. How would you feel if hx like that?
OKAY... i'm done reprimanding. So tired. Dota also got problem. Internet is going crazy.
I am studying leh. For the first time in my life i think i'm enjoying it a bit. Lol. Its because they keep making us do work and its starting to catch up to me. I like math. But i still hate algebra. English i also don't know what happen. Can't think properly in English class. And i still want to be cheeky in my writing, can't help it. Geography seems hard to memorise. Physics lastest chapter is quite alright to deal with. Chemistry still going to die. Principles of Accounts also going down the drain. Chinese... don't have to say. No breaks man, no breaks.
I seem to spend a lot of money now too. Hmm, i suddenly enjoy eating fries from Macdonalds. I really don't know why.
Hello
I played guitar with Kai today.
He came to my house
We mixed up and got a really nice acoustic tune.
Mostly his work.
We spent so much time on it,
I just did strumming
Still really nice thought. Awesome actually.
Now we're just getting the lyrics and chorus done. =)
Muahaha
