Thursday, July 05, 2007
Hello
Its thursday.
Live Earth is officiall 22 hours and 1 day away.
Please show your support by wearing green on both Saturday and Sunday. If I see you on the street without anything green on you, i'll kick your ass.
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Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Hello
Today was Chinese 'O' level Oral for me.
I know i screwed it. I was hyperventilating by the time it was me. I didn't finish reading the passage during that pathetic 5 minutes. I made sure my shirt was tucked in and everything. I looked neat.
I wasn't able to read the passage. I wasn't able to have a proper conversation. I know i failed. Almost cried but there were people around. We know Huixian did, so cheer up okay.
Today, I finally saw my grandfather in a different way. He has to go around in a wheelchair now. He fell the other day. He can't support himself that well anymore.
Just now, i walked to the balcony and looked up at all the stars. I remembered that my granddad and I used to stand there together, looking out into the sky. He explaining to me about the stars and the moon. We'll just look out there. Now, he can't even walk properly. I look up again and bloody cried.
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Hello
Football on Sat officially stinks to me. Everybody is different already. I don't enjoy football with them anymore. People all act like jackasses. Cannot come because this that this that. I miss my home united days. Even if we trained for like 1 and a half hours or 2 only, i still enjoy it like crap. After running like crazy and sprinting like crazy, puking, hitting the showers. Its just.. there man. Super sense of satisfaction.
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Now, playing like this with only a few people. Plus no one is improving. Im getting worst to add. It just feels weird. Like being in a team you don't wanna be in. People say tired then go home. People say need to go out then can leave. People say need to fart also can go la like that. Then they think we're stupid. Actually only wanna play games, or skip training. People who run away are cowards. No one takes the training seriously anymore. So to me, thats that man. I'm not saying I am perfect but nothing more can be done. Especially since best friends can't give a damn about each other anymore. Games are always more important. Games games games. Sigh. Its really sad.
