Kit
I love pictures in black and white
it makes everything look less complicated than it is
it shadows all in explicit clarity
and erupts in absolute beauty
I'm still home. Going to school later. Woke up late. Yawn.....
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Hello
I'm wet. Walked home in the rain. The lightning bolts were strikingly beautiful. Heart thumping.
I'm going to continue with my coursework. I so tired. I haven't slept properly since the day before yesterday. Only on class tables and room floor. I drooled during chinese. But very shuang =)
And music is poetry. It really is. Take away the instruments melody beats and tunes and read the lyrics. That is why they are called artist. So you don't really hate literature. You actually love it. Be it in English or whatever. Its poetry in motion, metaphorically. I love music
Right, i'm going to sleep. Tired
I don't believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now
I say maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me
There are many things that i would like to say to you but i don't know how
Hello
Its 5.38am and i'm going to finish my coursework. I'm fagging tired. I wanna sleep. I haven't slept. Reeaalllyyy tired.
Hello
Am sitting at my dinning table now. Doing my coursework in boxers and jersey. I'm really fucking tired. Just whipped up a cup of coffee, i added extra sugar and coffee. I'm surviving on biscuits next to me. I'm surrounded with papers. Why the hell didn't i drop FnN.
Wah, my coffee is super effective, i'm pretty much awake now. I'm thinking about jamming. So fun. I should be concentrating on my coursework but i have this sudden burst of energy. I remembered i wanted to talk about something. Erm...
Oh right, my Grandfather recently lost the full use of his right hand. It has something to do with his stroke. It has been 10 years since he had the stroke. He can't walk properly now and his body is failing him quickly. My eyes were watery just by looking at him, bloody hell its watery now...
Granddad doesn't have a very long time left. I must prepare for it i guess. Emotionally. I had an asthmatic attack at my grandmother's cremation. It was too much to watch.
I don't know if i can bear another funeral
I don't want it to happen but its like something constantly crawling up your spine. I can't brush it aside either.
So, my granddad can't write anymore, he is 93 this year by the way. But he is much stronger for someone his age. He used to chase me with a cane years back, he'd chase me up the stairs and i'll lock the door quickly and he'll be slamming away. I forgot what i did, it was quite frequent but it stopped soon. I'll stop talking about granddad
I can't concentrate on my coursework. I'm looking for distractions. I'm thinking about loads of issues now. I mean thats what we do in the middle of the night right? I don't think i can sleep. And i don't think i will la. It's now 12.40am. I don't care if i sleep the wholeday tomorrow.
Oh yah, its proven that getting angry easily, being aggitated, having a temper and being violent increases the percentage of men to get high blood pressure and diabetes. I knew i was going to die early. So people, don't get angry and be happy =)
I say maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me I know it sounds absurd Waiting for your call i'm sick call i'm angry call i'm desperate for your voice. theres no sense in playing games it keeps leaving me needing you take me away
I think i'll write my own song soon
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Hello
Just came home. Just finished showering and just finished my dinner. Its now 11.30pm. I'm fagging tired. Jamming was fun la, but i dunno how to do the off beat shit. tmd, but i think i get it already la. I strum rhythms too much. Thats what i get. Feels really weird to sing with it too.
Tuition today was okay la, i think the teacher was really good at explaining, detailed too.
I dunno when the auditions are la but theres orals so i dont see how its gonna happen.
I sound so weird with a mic also =( paiseh la
I think that we must change the distortion of the electric guitar. Make it sound more original and stripped. We must get it tuned too la. Jamming at Je so irritating, everything spoil, everybodys music travels out of the room so loudly. And the percussion so loud in that small room la. And i can't get my guitar too loud also . Wah lao. haiz. Nvm ba
Must keep practising and coordinate wonderwall properly. But i think everybody sing nicer than i sing alone with kai. Hmm. I guess we'll find a way la
Anyway, i'm shagged, so goodnight people
Monday, August 20, 2007
Hello
Going jamming again tmr. Coursework too much. I'm very tired. Had guitar session with Kai today. Veyr tiring la. Then Fian become our music " engineer" .. lol
I think we look too much at academic results we tend to forget the subtle loves of/in life.
Tommorow damn rush la please. Go school, one recess, so its half an hour. Plus after school break another half an hour. Self-study ends at 4.3o, 4 if i'm lucky. Jamming session at 5. So about half an hour to an hour break, this includes running home to get my guitar, shower dress and bring my tuition stuff along too. Jam 2 hours and at 8 i have tuition. Till 9.30 to 10.
Thats my day tomorrow. An aprroximate of 2 to 3 hours of rest. Its bullocks. I don't understand why we still go to school. Its not like we're learning anything. Its just unreturned tests and practises. What the shit you want me to do there.
Time is really a privilage now. Performance is next firday some more. Prelims next thursday. I really don't see how it mixes. I don't see how bringing forward the English prelim is going to help us.
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Hello
Rushed down to Peninsula shopping centre to get my guitar and then rushed back to my jamming session at JEC. Fun la i think, there was Me, Kai, Haikal, Madeline and Johnathan. We played Movin' On by Mest, they played godfather, i couldn't.. we played scars and then wonderwall =). Wonderwall with an electric guitar. First time i played it like that. There are some parts of some songs i need to figure out. So I need to do my homework.
