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I love pictures in black and white
it makes everything look less complicated than it is
it shadows all in explicit clarity
and erupts in absolute beauty

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Saturday, November 03, 2007

Well, today was kinda like play day. Earned 25 bucks off my dad this morning. After that rushed to play pool and snooker at bukit timah with Weihao, Zhiyang and Chensiang. Rushed back home to play football after that. After such a long period going cold turkey with sports, the sudden participation in it lead to back aches, knee problems and aching muscles. Especially the backache. Its kinda getting to me. Oh, after football, went to study at jurong spring mac. So tired. like .. just came back only.

Well, even though todays was kinda fun, i'm still depressed. Participating in everything i did today was to take my mind off the most pressing issues in life. Not the O levels, or poly or what nonsense. With respect to my opinion, these are kinda insignificant to the severity of my family's situation. Not that my parents are fighting and quarelling. Well that is part of it, but i've recently learned that my dad has been diagnosed with high blood sugar level and high blood pressure. After a series and varieties of test. The specialist has arrived to the conclusion that my father has a 70% chance of acquiring a heart attack or stoke. She said dad has an alarming abnormal amount of sugar in his blood. As such my father will finalise his will tomorrow. Now i'm constantly worried everyday. My father is not supposed to get angry. The moment he does, thats when the chance really kicks in. This is however, fortunate, that it is curable and reversible. Though much care and caution is required. The thing is, only my mother and I know of his condition. I think he will announce to the whole family the current situation and talk about his will. I cannot imagine living in a world without my father. The mere thought of it habours along a fabrication.

Friday, November 02, 2007

FUCK LA. Ronaldinho's shot got hand ball but ref didn't call it =.=" the defender totally dived like the keeper and tapped it away la.

Anyway, i slept for 2 hours on wed night. I was studying for poa. I think die la. Mum said i look thinner. I feel thinner. Not as athletic as before. I should get back my game la. Football. Haven't played for quite some time. However, i think we're going to play tomorrow . Can't wait. Pooling tomorrow too. I wanna try snooker but its complicated without someone teaching you.

Fagging tired now. Partially sick and mentally decaying.

YAY, Boonkeong and I are going to marathon ALL 4 seasons of Lost. =D must stack up on junk food again. I want to watch Grey's anatomy also...

Dunno if jamming next week. Anyone got a Les Paul? Can i like borrow for a day?

I'm going back to watch Manchester united vs Dynamo kiev. 3-1 respectively even before the end of first half. Both sides playing well. Seldom see such an exciting game.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

I hate principles of accounts... I really do. Down to the last throbbing thread of fibre in my heart.

You stupid subject. You always make no sense. Or maybe im just dumb.
Everything memorise, this and that. But i guess its my fault to get in touch with this subject only one day before the exam. Should i let it fail? But my L1R5 will look like crap if i do... Ah. I've gotta go back and study it a little la. No A for sure but i should at least try. Screw POA.

Monday, October 29, 2007

I think i'm going to retain. Like seriously. I didn't write as well as i would expect for english. Paper 2 was so easy i think'll they'll moderate me to a B or close to C. Then if i can't get an A2 at least. I can't go mass com. Or other places for that matter. Like at a lost of word while writing. Vocabulary suddenly shrunk to shit.

Math is worst. Everything i thought was right was wrong. Careless also.

I've got a headache already. English only five minutes break. like wtf.
Constant thinking is tough.
Especially when i haven't drank the whole day =.="
I'm going to soak myself. Sluice.

and are you guys still the friends i thought you were. So different. I guess everyone changes.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Added a new song. Apologise by one republic and timbaland.

Awesome piece.

Went to Hog's breathe for dinner again. Drank too. With family.

Watching Miami Vice now. didn't study today. however must mug tmr. Had session with Kairi.

I totally forgot, im having O levels this monday...

plus i realised family is very important.

and i'm really starting to like class 95. Esp when playing pool =)