Monday, August 11, 2008
My Last Night With You.
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"The person that means the world is at the end of the isle"
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Tomorrow you will be gone. I will never see you again, ever. I will never hear your voice and laughter. I will never feel your touch. I will never see your smile again.
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But I will have memories. The lovely memories you left behind. The last smile you gave to me is ingrained into my mind.
It'll never disappear.
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Last night was spent playing the guitar, playing cards telling jokes and giving each other smart little riddles to keep ourselves awake. Walked in and out to take short looks to try my best never to forget that face.
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Tonight i will spend my time next to you. Although you're silent, i'll watch over and look at you like there's no tomorrow. Simply because there isn't.
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No sleep. Already starting to feel dizzy.
But i must last till tmr morning at the very least.
At the very least,
till i see you disappear into ashes.
I will collapse.
Like last time.