Friday, July 18, 2008
The skies were clear that night.
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Thursday night was spent with Vannessa under a bridge, a Japanese restuarant in esplanade, walking around until we were tired. The sky was very clear and the moon created beauty amidst the darkness.
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I'm sorry I make you unhappy. I really didn't mean to. I'm an asshole. I'm sorry. I'm sorry i can't understand your situations sometimes. I'm sorry you can't have someone better. I'm sorry i'm not good enough. I'm sorry i'm so insecure and i'm sorry my grades aren't good enough i promise to work harder i promise to be better. I hope you still love me.
Sunday would be an anniversary, can't wait.
Please make my heart flutter forever
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Mum's birthday is today. But i have work at 5pm i feel lousy because i can't attend her celebration. Seriously, i can't find a replacement. Irritating num. Dad isn't too happy. Sorry mum. Happy birthday though. love you.
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Today after rushing datelines and hanging out on the hanger of blk 52 i went to treat shianshun, joel and acy lunch. We then cabbed down to office to get my pay and we suddenly decided to go to Geylang to well... sightsee?
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We set a challenge. 1 point for each time a prostitute touches and holds you. 3 points for asking them how much. Score is as follows
Shianshun - 9 (i think)
Joel - 2 (pathetic)
Acy - 14 (power la he seriously)
Kit - 14 (don't ask)
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We walked around so many times uncles try to sell us indo ciggs. Pimps try to get us. Houses with red lanterns hung outside means that it has activities inside. We walked into gambling alleys to watch and looked at weird porno disc. I wonder why police dont do checks.
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The first time Chengyong got touched by prostitutes i kept laughing cause they dared me to walk infront and thought i would kenna end up he got pinched on the nipples =D It was damn funny his reaction all i laugh until i cry and sweat. Right after that i got touched =/ knn
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At one point it was so bad they crowded acy. I help and say "oi don't touch my boyfriend" then grabbed his arm and tried to leave. But they started getting all over me and pull my bag all almost ripped it apart they rather scary at times and the look they give you quite poor thing sometimes got the i want to get fucked really badly look i feel pity and you see old uncles all around asking them how much and banglahs going around having a good time and some trannys here and there one side indonesian one side china one side i dunno what but they gossip very loudly about us when we walk pass stuff like we look like students, they even recognise us when we walked pass again. I got whistled at thousand of times. I smile back at one and she went squealing happy.
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Anyway thats a little bit about the red light district. Not a really good place to be. I don't know why we felt a little more chilaka today so we ended up doing the things we did. Now come to think of it i feel kinda sad for them
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Everyday we should try something new. To make this day a little bit more special. Today i decided to go to school in very short shorts without underwear. Ultimate freedom.
