Sunday, July 13, 2008
Secrets are very, very hard to keep.
All my secrets are exposed to my little brother. He finds out every little thing from every nook and cranny. But i'm not exactly the most discreet person in the world. I leave a lot of nonsense around my room. Its hard explaining stuff to him when he asks questions. EH BUT HE QUITE HOT STUFF LEH. My 13 year old brother is dating a girl older than him. I feel weird but proud in a way. But i think his taste leaves more to be desired.
Saturday was my suay day. Morning woke up soccer. At about 11.40am i got a call from Num at Heeren. They told me i was supposed to start work.. at 11. I forgot i thought it was five so i rushed back home with Jerrold all. At home big boss asked me to call him, got little short lecture and i promised it wouldnt happen again. Waited below my block for Jerrold and had a call from him after 10 minutes he told me he wasnt coming. So i rushed out to get cab. This white cab saw me stopped and drove away, i wont say why, no i didnt do anything stupid. I then waited damn long for another cab told driver to stop at polyclinic's ATM. Went there i humtum my number to get $50. I stood there waiting for my cash but it didnt come out. I looked in only to see my $50 note stuck in the machine. I tried to get it out but it shutted after awhile. I went to key in my number again and they deducted the $50 from my account although i didnt take it. I went to draw and it got stucked again. I took my nets card and faster kiap the fucking note out. Rushed back into cab flustered everything rushed down to heeren via pie. On the way massive jam running from bukit timah to lornie because something fell on the road so they closed a lane.
Had friendly today. Busted knee. Pain. But played okay. My stamina is still around.
This cool guy from the opposition came up to Jerrold and I after the match and asked us if we would like to join them sometime. He then offered to fetch us to simei but we ended up showering at some club and having dinner and going to parkway parade. He's quite cool la. He was a producer, owns 2 of his own albums. A lot of things la and he's very nice he treated us good chicken rice =)
I should be feeling happy and content, but i feel like a mess. Its been 2 days but it feels as though its been a long time.
I then realised what all this is about.
I will won't feel right if we don't see each other in awhile.
You're like a medication i have to take constantly.
I miss you.