Kit
I love pictures in black and white
it makes everything look less complicated than it is
it shadows all in explicit clarity
and erupts in absolute beauty
Of that self autopsy on our hearts. As we grow up. We understand ourselves better. Cause we go through so much shit. Of course parents can argue that they lead a tougher life. But they knew it was going to be hard, for us, we grew up based on dreams and ambitions, only to find ourselves tumbling into the vicious trap unknowingly layed there for us. I, don't know what to do. I thought i had the ideal life. But slowly, it gets more difficult, and out of a sudden, without realising it, you looked up and found out you are way too deep in. My eyes beckon me to keep them shut, yet i deny them the pleasure, this i know, is growing up.
Anyway, after clubbing at Play, cabbed home while returning Gilbert's stuff at Chevrons. He's 21. Happy 21 Gib.
Play was fucking fun. Now i know how ppl get away from they're troubles.
We were dancing on the dancefloor when i got a tap on my shoulder.
Cute girl who was about my height asks " Hi! Are you gay?" Me "Well, No." Girl "Oh! okay. (she smiles) my friend thinks you're cute" Me " oh... okay" (goes back to dancing) The 2 girls kept follwing behind me la.
Was dancing like mad, they have excellent music.
Then, someone went up to my friend and said that her guy friend was interested in me. Then my friend went to tell her im attached. Which im not la. lol it was damn fun. I wanna go there on thursday nights... we dominated dancefloor =)
Eh Eh, Amanda wanna go ? =D but we go waffles first okay. Next week im super free. Only working on thursday. and prob club after that if i do. Btw, love the sentosa pics ;)
Okay i'm dead tired. Sleep time.
Nevermind me Nevermind me, i'll just cast shadows on your wall
