Kit
I love pictures in black and white
it makes everything look less complicated than it is
it shadows all in explicit clarity
and erupts in absolute beauty
Ah, 2.45am. 11hr45mins to my first paper. Chemistry, one of my weakest subjects.
Was hyperventilating from time to time during tuition. Like the gravity of the situation is slowly creeping up from behind and then it pounces. One little formula i didn't memorise or one question blank could mean losing a whole grade. Swearing and cursing doesn't help at all. So after tuition i went for a night run at about 1140pm. Came back quite quickly. I ran quite fast ah, didn't stop much. Was listening to music, so adrenaline was pumping. Cleared my mind. However i realised i have problems. I cannot breathe like i used to after my runs. Like last time, i had more stamina. Now its like ... deflated. Heart beats very strongly against my chest. To a point it hurts. I don't know why. Lack of exercise? Whatever, i'll get back into shape after Os. Like football everyday.
Showered after run and studied till now. Too tired and thus going to bed. Wish me luck for my paper ah.
