Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Hello
Today was Chinese 'O' level Oral for me.
I know i screwed it. I was hyperventilating by the time it was me. I didn't finish reading the passage during that pathetic 5 minutes. I made sure my shirt was tucked in and everything. I looked neat.
I wasn't able to read the passage. I wasn't able to have a proper conversation. I know i failed. Almost cried but there were people around. We know Huixian did, so cheer up okay.
Today, I finally saw my grandfather in a different way. He has to go around in a wheelchair now. He fell the other day. He can't support himself that well anymore.
Just now, i walked to the balcony and looked up at all the stars. I remembered that my granddad and I used to stand there together, looking out into the sky. He explaining to me about the stars and the moon. We'll just look out there. Now, he can't even walk properly. I look up again and bloody cried.
